Another night at the bars...

So... i feel like i'm in a version of the movie Groundhog Day. I wake up.. eat.. go to the gym.. go out to bars.. wash.. rinse.. and repeat...

OK, so I really take the shower after I wake up, but you get the idea. Makes me think that I need to find something else to get excited about. I've been looking for a relationship but sometimes that attempt just seems futile. Look for another job? hobbies? hmmm.. Another cycle on the oh so slightly bi polar express.. ranging from the high after going to the gym.. and then to the low of the feeling of being oh so very alone. isolated. depressed.